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Wednesday, February 26, 2014

FIFTIETH Post

It feels like we're always reaching milestones together - this week reaches the FIFTIETH post! It seems like only yesterday I was sitting in my little New York apartment, trying to figure out how to start a blog. While I certainly do not feel like a "pro-blogger," writing up and preparing the Weekly Read remains to be one of my favorite things to do.

To celebrate, I'm going to pass on a tradition that my friends and I started a little over a year ago. About once or twice a week, we would pass on to each other in a mass email a "Moment of Ridiculousness," any sort of funny, entertaining or witty tid-bit that crossed our path. For your first moment of ridiculousness, I am pleased to present to you one of my favorite youtube clips: "Simon's Cat." I've been following these videos from the start and I hope that you will find them to be as entertaining as I.


Now that you've (hopefully) had a good laugh, onto the show! Last week, we left Providence at the start of an awful mess! Ms. Grace was being blackmailed into a contract to save her school and chaos erupted on the edge of the forest. Let's see what next will happen in our favorite little town...

The Tale of the Tamrins
Chapter 12: The Waters of Greenbrook
The bangs, pops, and the zipping whistles behind Ms. Grace faded to mere whispers lost in the wind. The words of Mrs. Higley were among those left behind. Ms. Grace ran deep into Homewood Forest, her place of refuge as a child. Her thoughts ran blank. All she could hear was the crunches her boots made as they pounded the leaf blanketed forest floor. Her breaths were heavy and her side hurt something dreadful, but her head told her to continue forth. In her heart Ms. Grace knew that it was impossible to outrun her problems, but the feeling of the breeze against her burning face felt so good, so right. She knew that it was silly, but she did something she used to do when she was a child – she imagined that she had taken flight. She always wondered how freeing it would be to spread one’s wings to rise above. Surely no one would be able to stop her or ground her and their words, their gossip would mean nothing. The offending sounds would be mute to her in the clouds.

But even the best dreams must come to an end.

Ms. Grace’s run became a slow and drained walk. Exhausted, sweaty and warm she halted beside the Greenbrook stream. The waters trickled by the human who breathed heavily and held her hands tightly to her hips. Ms. Grace’s throat was achingly dry and those waters looked wonderfully inviting. She wished the water was deeper than her ankles so that she could take a dip, but because it was not, she instead settled by the water’s side. Ms. Grace pulled her skirt up above her knees so to kneel beside the water without dirtying anything more than her white bloomers.

The cool moist ground did well to bring down her body’s temperature. The wet soil slowly soaked into her clothes between the ground and her shins, but she did not mind. The cool ground was refreshing. Her chest was still rising and falling heavily and her heart was settling back to normalcy. Licking her dry lips Ms. Grace leaned forward and looked at her reflection in the steadily flowing waters. In the rippled reflection she blurrily saw that her cheeks were bright red. She wondered how much of their hues were owed to the running and how much to the slap. Her cheek did not hurt any more, but her face felt uncomfortably warm. Ms. Grace reached her hands into the cold waters. The back of her fingers rubbed against the smooth, dark pebbles that lay atop the golden silt. She held her hands in the water for a moment, letting the cold stream’s touch pass over her skin. She briefly remembered how she and her friends would collect those stones to imagine what magical properties they potentially possessed.

Ms. Grace smiled.

She pulled out from the stream her hands’ worth of water. She dunked her face into her hands, which were tingling from the cold. The waters took to cooling so quickly here. The water against her face rejuvenated her with its crisp bite. Ms. Grace repeated the cleansing two more times before wiping the excess droplets from her face with one hand. Sighing, she wiped the waters from her eyes.

At first she thought that her vision was blurred from the waters, but after blinking hard the sight she saw was confirmed. Not twenty feet away were the reverend’s cousins walking toward her. Ms. Grace knew that it was not proper for her to remain on the ground in such a state, but she was too exhausted to stand.

“Is all well, Ms. Grace?” Lin inquired as she and Howard arrived at the other side of the stream in front of Ms. Grace.

Unlooping his arm from Lin’s, Howard further asked from the woman still dripping slightly, “We heard our fireworks,” his question was halted when Lin’s elbow struck his side. The concern was that the technology developed by vampires to manipulate black powder into dazzling lights could be abused if it fell into the wrong hands. Even among friends like Ms. Grace, caution was necessary. “D-uh, I mean we heard the commotion, which we assumed came from the firesticks.” Howard sent a look for approval from Lin who smiled awkwardly before he continued: “Is everyone alright?”

Ms. Grace wiped the bridge of her round-ended nose from the remaining water and she scoffed angrily at herself. “I don’t know. Forgive me, I ran out of there so quickly for other reasons. I,” Ms. Grace pushed her palms against her eyes to keep herself from crying. She could not continue speaking.

It was clear that the child was deeply distressed. The matron and the patron exchanged a look and tacitly assigned each other a duty. Howard cleared his throat and gently said, “I will go check on how things are in town. Do not fret, Ms. Grace, I am certain that all is well.” He nodded his head to her respectfully then crossed the brook, stirring the golden silt to run downstream with the moderate flow. Ms. Grace’s eyes followed the glimmering sparkles in the tide while Howard disappeared at a hastened step behind her. Lin too crossed the brook so that she could more personally discern what troubled the woman who meant so much to their reverend. Like Ms. Grace, Lin pulled her long, simple skirt up to her knees to settle beside the stream’s bed. Ms. Grace seemed so distant. Her eyes were unfocused on the amber colored canopy of trees.

“Ms. Grace?” Lin sweetly called, placing a reassuring hand on the school teacher’s shoulder. The matron knew that Ms. Grace typically held the composure worthy of gentry, so it pained her to see the child so lost. Lin hoped that she would be able to gird the girl back to her lively and bright countenance that the reverend spoke of so frequently. “Is everything alright, my dear little school teacher?”

The nomenclature produced a smile and a chuckle from Ms. Grace. She looked to Lin’s black and blue colored eyes and said, “So, graduated from ‘dear little tree-climber’, have I?” Her query referenced the name by which Lin would address her when they first met years ago in this forest. “It’s just like I’m a child again, isn’t it?” she asked with a snuffle. “The reason for me being here certainly tastes the same.”

“Is it Mrs. Huff again?” Lin asked, she pushed a wet chunk of Ms. Grace’s hair out from her face.

“Surprisingly not,” Ms. Grace said, chuckling ironically. She pulled a handkerchief from a pocket in her belt to wipe her face. As she padded the cloth around her eyes she elaborated to Lin: “Due to a financial disaster my school may be shut down because it is too expensive to maintain. I-I should have seen this coming. The schoolhouse has had an awful leak in its roof since bloody May and I have requested it to be fixed over and over again, but nothing. Now, I understand why.” Ms. Grace ran the red handkerchief along her moist hair line as she began to babble, “There’s no money to fix it. I mean, I figured that there were more pressing matters backing the papers up on the mayor’s desk so I never bothered to press the issue. Nor have I even mentioned the three leaks in my own house’s ceiling, I’ve dealt with that as best I can. I can’t afford to fix it right now.”

“That is something that should be addressed before winter arrives, Ms. Grace,” Lin advised, continuing to hold her hand atop Ms. Grace’s shoulder.

“No, my house will be fine,” Ms. Grace assured. “I’m by far more concerned about the school.” She sighed then proceeded to tell Lin all about the row between herself and Mrs. Higley.

The matron’s heart sank as she sat still and listened to the duration of Ms. Grace’s problem. To hear that a man other than the reverend asked for Ms. Grace’s hand was like a silver blade to her heart. This was the worst news. It was only the other day that the reverend announced to Lin and Howard that he had every intention to ask Ms. Grace to marry him on Friday night.

Lin never before more regretted the rules of her clan, which bound her and the others from interfering in the lives of mortals for better or for worst. The matron hated herself at this moment for signing the documentation that marked the intentions of the vampires to remain distanced for the sake of their time-bound friends. Lin looked away from Ms. Grace. She felt sick. She could not imagine the heartbreak of the reverend if Ms. Grace were to accept Mrs. Higley’s damned ultimatum. The vampire knew that aritoirs like her reverend were not too different from wizards in that they only fell once and that it lasted for life. If Ms. Grace became promised to another, surely the reverend would never again be the same.

“I don’t know what to do,” Ms. Grace quietly said. She too felt sick. “To marry Brian Higley is one of the last things I could ever wish, but losing my school is the first. Those children would have no one else to instruct them; aside from my friend Allison, Mr. Tamrin and Mrs. Elderbe I am the only one who has ever left this county. We are the only few who have seen that there is more to the world than Providence. Nuir Nosnobles is beautiful, but most of our town’s people will never see any of it beyond Homewood or Eastwick. The children will never be instructed of the lives that potentially could be there’s if I can’t instruct them. I guess I could use dirt and sticks to teach the children, but I think that’d get old after while.” The teacher attempted at a light nervous joke to make her-self feel a little better, but it was not working. She felt awful because what she really wanted more than anything was to be Mrs. Thane Tamrin, but that wish, that dream was fading. “What should I do?” she asked, fighting the urge to cry. “I feel like such a hypocrite; I just told a student, two of my students actually, that they should do whatever it takes to protect the whims of their heart and here I am contemplating selling my soul for the sake of only a piece of my heart.”

Lin swallowed hard and asked, “Where is the rest of your heart Ms. Grace?” she was hoping that the teacher would confess to loving Thane, for then Lin would have viable reason to intervene, but she needed to hear the words from Ms. Grace in order to have semi-official release from the contract.
But Ms. Grace was far too discrete to admit that the reverend’s name and face were gilded on her heart. “I don’t know,” she lied. She shook her head and crumbled.

Lin felt so useless. There was nothing she could do at this time. She would not even be able to tell Thane of her involvement in this conversation. Vampires were meant to exist only as shadows in the lives of humans. As it was, the reverend’s intimate knowledge of their underground world would be considered heinous to other clans outside of the Cärabadés, so aiding Ms. Grace now would be sacrilegious to their widely held creeds. She did not want to let this matter go without intervention, but for now that was the matron’s only option. Lin rubbed Ms. Grace’s shoulder and pulled her into a tight embrace. “The world is cruel sometimes, Ms. Grace,” Lin whispered as she held the child like she were her own daughter. “More often than not our hearts are forced to endure great pain that we must fight to strive through. But all that matters, Ms. Grace, what it really comes down to are those quiet moments at the end of the day when we are forced to be alone with our own devices. It is during that time when we must decide if the choices we have made allow us to look at ourselves shamelessly in the eye.” Lin gently pushed Ms. Grace to arms distance. She held onto the little-tree-climber-teacher that she had saved once before contrary to the rules of her breed, but with the approval of her clan. Lin knew that even as the matron of the clan a second favorable vote to help the same mortal was highly unlikely. Her position as matron did not carry much weight with matters regarding intervention with mortals; if she dared to act alone it would result with her exile from all vampire clans. An eternity alone was not something she could imagine enduring, but she knew that she could at least do her best to help Ms. Grace and Thane through the power of suggestion. With a guilt ridden sigh, Lin continued, “So, Ms. Grace, if you marry Mr. Higley instead of another under the circumstances could you, without tears or remorse, shame or hate, look at your beautiful eyes in the dark and lonely hours of the night?”

Ms. Grace felt small in the stare of Lin’s eyes. There was something so other worldly about this woman – she figured without a doubt in her heart that this woman was what she suspected, but that matter was not important at the moment. And even though Ms. Grace’s vision was mildly blurry, she could see that there was something else in Lin’s eyes: a message she knew forward and back. Ms. Grace was a little surprised to see it glowing so promptly from another, but there was nothing that could be done to appease its suggestive call. Ms. Grace swallowed her fears and pushed the reverend’s face from her heart. “No, I couldn’t and I think you know why,” Ms. Grace answered Lin’s inquiry truthfully. “But, for the sake of those children who will not have the chance to learn of anything other than Providence without me, I will feign a smile and a sparkle from my eye so long as I live. It’s only one lifetime after all.” Ms. Grace stood from the ground with stiff and unsteady legs.
Lin too stood in one smooth motion. Her senses told her that Ms. Grace was more than aware of the reverend’s feelings for her. Lin did not yet know that the pair admitted their attraction to one another.
Ms. Grace dusted off her dress. With her head held proudly, she said, “If dreams may become reality with the strength and will of our head and heart, why then may we not do the reverse and return the realities to dreams?” Ms. Grace inhaled quickly and shakily. She never wanted to forget the love in her reverend’s words, his touch and his kiss, but forcing the scene to become as a dream helped her to do the unthinkable. “I am going to marry Mr. Higley,” Ms. Grace came to her decision. The words tasted like poison on her tongue. “What other choice do I have?”

Lin wanted to scream the reverend’s name, but she knew that it would be for naught. She saw the resoluteness in Ms. Grace’s eyes, and the sorrow. Only Thane could convince her otherwise now.
“Come on, Ms. Grace, my little school teacher,” Lin said as she wrapped a supporting arm around Ms. Grace’s back. As Ms. Grace did the same to Lin, the two turned to walk back to Providence. In her hundreds of years on this earth she had never seen humans as selfless as the reverend and Ms. Grace. She knew that these two souls were undoubtedly made for each other, but for the time being there was nothing that she could do for either of them. It was another one of those dark sides of immortality.

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S. Faxon

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